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Hi, I am Gillian, an Australian, living and working in the Midlands of the UK. I have always been hooked on fantasy genres, and have been writing my own short stories since I was a teen. My discovery of the entire Chinese family of fantasy genres, including Wuxia, Xianxia, and Xuanhuan has led me to create this site. I hope you enjoy exploring this world as much as I do!

The Xuě Clan of Bái Fēng Mountain had not been blessed by Heaven in three generations. Their cultivation springs had dwindled to thin veins, ancestral halls stood cold, and even the household’s most devout whispered that perhaps the Dao had turned away.
Then, in the deep hush of the Winter Moon, a cry split the night: thin, indignant, alive. A child was born with skin as pale as first snow and a faint fragrance of frost orchids on her breath. When the clan elder examined her spiritual root, he trembled.
“The Snow Orchid Root,” he whispered, awe and fear in equal measure. “A balance of yin and yang so pure… Heaven has offered our clan one final chance.”
The patriarch wept with gratitude. Servants rejoiced. And the principal wife, Madam Liú, smiled with perfect grace, folding her silk sleeves over clasped hands.
“Heaven is indeed just,” she said softly. “Even a concubine’s womb can sometimes bring fortune to a household.”
No one noticed the slight tightening at the corners of her mouth.
Madam Liú was everything a matriarch should be: poised, charitable, devout, and venomous only in moderation. The daughter of a sect elder, she had married into the Xuě Clan when its prestige still gleamed. But as her cultivation faltered and her beauty began to fade, her husband brought home a concubine: a gentle scholar’s daughter named Mei.
The principal wife smiled through the wedding, through the months of silence that followed, and through the night she brewed Mei’s first “tonic.” The household called her magnanimous. She nursed the concubine through fevers, spooning medicine into trembling lips. It was touching, really, how patient she was.
Ten years later, when the concubine finally succumbed to her lingering illness, Madam Liú fainted at the funeral from grief so convincing that even Heaven might have taken notes.
The clan called her a saint.
Only Xuě Lán, then six years old, remembered the sickroom’s smell: bitter herbs and something faintly metallic. She remembered how Madam Liú’s gloved hands were always warm from grinding medicine. Later she would name that scent virtue steeped in poison.
When her father decreed that Madam Liú should oversee the girl’s upbringing, Xuě Lán bowed and obeyed. A concubine’s daughter had no standing. In the household records her name was written smaller than a steward’s. At meals she sat a respectful half-step behind Madam Liú’s youngest maid.
Obedience became armour. A concubine’s child who raised her voice invited disaster; a quiet one lived long enough to perfect irony in silence.
“Remember,” Madam Liú told her one evening, voice honeyed, “filial daughters endure humiliation without complaint.”
“Of course, Mother,” Xuě Lán said evenly. “I’m very accomplished at endurance.”
The older woman nodded, pleased, missing the sting entirely.
Years passed. Xuě Lán’s spiritual root blossomed in secret. Her qi shimmered when she meditated, drawing frost orchids from the air. Servants whispered she was Heaven’s favourite mistake. Her father began to notice her resemblance to her late mother, the same calm eyes, the same quiet spine.
He mentioned it once at dinner.
Madam Liú smiled again, that small, tight smile from the Winter Moon night.
The next morning, she brewed tea for Xuě Lán herself.
Madam Liú’s cultivation had once touched the edge of immortality. When she failed her heavenly tribulation, lightning carved a scar across her palm, a reminder that Heaven had judged and found her wanting. She hid it behind fine silk gloves, but every pulse of qi still burned like accusation.
So when Xuě Lán’s aura began to shine, clear and steady as moonlight on snow, the scar throbbed. The child’s very breath mocked her: this is what you lost.
“Your qi feels unbalanced,” Madam Liú said one morning, arranging the tea tray herself. “You must let me help. A tonic, perhaps; something to strengthen your meridians.”
Xuě Lán accepted the cup with both hands. “I’m honoured by your concern, Mother.” She drank, smiling faintly over the rim. If it kills me, at least the presentation is flawless.
The tonic tasted of iron and orchids.
Within weeks, her meditations left her dizzy; her snow-pale skin dulled to ash. Servants whispered that the concubine’s curse had returned. Madam Liú visited daily with new “remedies,” each redder than the last.
Her father saw only devotion. “My lady’s compassion never wanes,” he told the elders. “Even for the daughter of another.”
Xuě Lán bowed silently beside him. Yes, she thought. Her compassion could dissolve bone.
One night, the principal wife knelt before the ancestral tablets, tears glittering like mercury. “Heaven has turned against us,” she wept. “The girl’s root has soured; her qi feels demonic. If the sect discovers it, our whole clan will be condemned.”
Her husband froze. His line had already waned; scandal would finish them. At dawn he summoned his daughter to the great hall.
She entered barefoot in plain winter robes, breath misting in the cold.
“You must leave,” he said quietly. “For the clan’s survival.”
She bowed three times, perfectly. “Yes, Father.”
He hesitated, then pressed a sealed letter into her hand. “I will write when I can. Remember that whatever happens, you are my child.”
The envelope was thin, the words already heavy with guilt.
Snow fell as she stepped beyond the gate, a single servant trailing with her meagre pack. In it lay her mother’s scarf, and Madam Liú’s final “tonic” bottle, kept like a souvenir.
Halfway down the path, she paused. The mansion’s lights blurred through the falling snow.
A concubine’s daughter walks alone into winter, she thought. Poetic. If I die, perhaps someone will write it better.
She broke the seal on her father’s letter and read by moonlight:
Lán’er, my heart grieves for what must be done. Madam Liú swears she acts from righteousness, not malice. Accept the medicine she sends; it may yet steady your qi. Heaven knows our family needs healing.
Father
Xuě Lán folded the page carefully and tucked it into her sleeve. “Heaven sees everything,” she murmured. “Even tea.”
Then she turned into the blizzard, each step a refusal to die obediently. Frost gathered in her palms like tiny orchids, blooming despite the poison in her veins.
Heaven may enjoy irony, she whispered, but I’m still its favourite experiment.
The mountains did not welcome wanderers. By the third day, Xuě Lán’s qi was thinning, her limbs leaden, her humour turning grim. So this is how filial daughters die; tastefully, in snow, clutching poison like a family heirloom.
When she collapsed beside a frozen stream, she expected peace. Instead, she woke to seven strangers arguing about whether she was alive enough to rob.
They were rogue cultivators, exiled for imbalance of Dao; a mismatched fellowship of failure.
“We were once disciples,” said the tallest, his breath fogging in the cold. “Now we’re just the Qī Héng (七衡), the Seven Balances.”
“Charming irony,” she said. “Do any of you actually have balance?”
“Not yet,” he replied. “But we’re working on it.”
Zhào Chìfēng (赵炽锋): Wrath
Once the pride of Red Pine Sect, Chìfēng burned down his own meditation hall in pursuit of “purifying fire.” The elders disagreed with his definition of enlightenment and exiled him. His temper was a forge that melted everything but guilt. Under Xuě Lán’s watchful calm, he learned that fury, properly banked, could heat tea as well as destroy temples.
Sūn Jùcái (孙聚财): Greed
Merchant-blooded and mathematically gifted, Jùcái once tried to “borrow” a dragon egg for its rumoured return on investment. The dragon negotiated with fire. He escaped with singed eyebrows and an apology poem. He still inventories every pebble he touches, but when Xuě Lán taught him that generosity compounds faster than profit, he started balancing the books with soup.
Wén Mùlí (文慕离): Desire
Mùlí’s beauty was both gift and affliction. His blade spirit demanded poetry as payment for cooperation. The sect called him indecent and sent him packing with his mirror. Xuě Lán broke the mirror for hygiene reasons. In mourning, he wrote a surprisingly good poem about restraint, and found that yearning aimed at excellence was far less exhausting than self-admiration.
Yǐ Ānshū (乙安舒): Sloth
Ānshū didn’t see idleness as sin but as efficiency. During tribulation lightning, he calculated the safe interval between strikes, took a nap, and woke to ashes. Exiled for arrogance, he wandered north and met Xuě Lán, who handed him a broom and a sandglass. Under her timing, he discovered that minimal motion, applied precisely, is not laziness; it’s art.
Fāng Àohéng (方傲衡): Pride
Born noble and allergic to bowing, Àohéng defied a Heavenly decree to sacrifice innocents “for balance.” He left the court with three broken ribs and his integrity intact. Xuě Lán taught him that pride can be posture without disdain; a way of standing tall so others can see the horizon, not the back of your neck.
Liú Jǐnshèn (刘谨慎): Fear
Jǐnshèn could sense calamity before it struck, which made him invaluable and unbearable. His sect used him as an alarm system until he fled. In exile he learned to build wards instead of prophecies. Xuě Lán called him their “insurance policy.” Under her steady hand, his fear became discipline, not prison; a guardian instinct sharpened by courtesy.
Hán Juéchén (韩绝尘): Despair
Once a healer, Juéchén lost everyone he’d ever treated to plague. He burned his manuals and his hope, until a monk handed him a ladle and a job. Now he brews soups strong enough to argue with death. When Xuě Lán coughed blood, he swore at Heaven, patched her anyway, and discovered that despair, when given chores, becomes devotion.
In that drafty cave, obedience was optional, laughter mandatory. Her balanced qi steadied their chaos; their irreverence thawed her reserve.
One night Chìfēng asked, “Will you ever go back?”
Xuě Lán stirred the fire. “To the clan that banished me? To a father who mistakes guilt for virtue? I prefer sinners. They’re honest.”
The Qī Héng nodded in solemn approval. For the first time since exile, Xuě Lán felt something dangerously close to home.
Far to the south, in the Xuě Clan’s inner courtyard, Madam Liú stood before her Demonic Mirror of Ten Thousand Faces. The surface rippled like oil. Within it shimmered an image she despised: a snow-pale girl laughing among rough men in a cave.
“She lives,” whispered the mirror, voice smooth as venom.
Madam Liú’s smile cracked. “Impossible.”
“Her qi grows stronger. Yours, less so.”
The scar in her palm flared. Envy had become her cultivation. Each time Xuě Lán breathed, Madam Liú’s strength bled away.
“Then she will stop breathing,” the woman said softly.
Weeks later, a courier struggled up the mountain path bearing a lacquered box sealed with the Xuě crest. Inside lay a letter in her father’s careful hand:
Lán’er, I have thought of you often. Your stepmother grieves that our family remains divided. She sends this comb as a token of reconciliation. I know you suspect her motives, but accept it, I beg you, if only to ease her heart, and mine. May Heaven witness our attempt at peace.
Father
Xuě Lán read it twice, then smiled wryly. “A plea written in guilt and good stationery. How filial of me to die obediently.”
When she unwrapped the comb, a marvel of white silk threads bound into lacquer, her brothers flinched.
“It’s humming,” said Liú Jǐnshèn. “That’s not normal grooming etiquette.”
“It’s hair care,” Xuě Lán replied. “If it kills me, at least I’ll die presentable.”
She dragged the comb once through her hair. Frost crawled down each strand; her skin blanched to glass.
“Poisoned,” she gasped. “Predictable.”
The brothers plunged her head into a snow-fed stream until the curse dispersed. Spluttering, she managed, “Remind me to thank her. My complexion’s improved.”
They smashed the comb to shards and burnt her father’s letter with it. Xuě Lán whispered, “Next time, Father, send an apology without accessories.”
The frost creeping through her hair did not drain her; it stabilised the chaos in her poisoned meridians. When she meditated that night, her qi settled like snow after a storm.
So, she thought faintly, that’s what they call a minor breakthrough. Pity it requires near-decapitation.
Spring thaw brought another courier, another box, another letter:
My dear daughter, your stepmother has spent sleepless nights embroidering this sash. She swears it carries a protective array. Please wear it during cultivation; she says it will steady your breathing. Let this gesture be the bridge we could not build in words.
Father
Xuě Lán stared at the crimson silk glinting like arterial blood. “He means well,” she sighed.
Zhào Chìfēng grunted. “So does lightning.”
“It’s impolite to reject a father’s plea,” she said, tying the sash around her waist. It tightened instantly, threads winding up her meridians like strangling serpents.
Her body convulsed. “Ah, the maternal embrace I was missing.”
Chìfēng slashed the sash clean through; the fabric hissed into black ash. Xuě Lán lay gasping, half laughing. “Next time she writes, I’m replying in curses and calligraphy.”
As the cut threads fell away, Xuě Lán felt her qi compress into something clear and sharp. Pain folded in on itself, refining into strength. Her brothers watched the air freeze around her.
“Congratulations,” muttered Yǐ Ānshū. “She’s cultivating mid-strangulation.”
“Multitasking,” she gasped, before fainting decorously.
Summer storms rattled the peaks. One evening, Liú Jǐnshèn found a third courier kneeling in the snow, frozen stiff around a jade box. Inside waited a perfect crimson bead and yet another letter, blotched by teardrops.
Lán’er, my conscience torments me. Madam Liú has prepared a healing pill to purge the cold from your veins. She swears before the ancestors it will restore your strength. I cannot bear to lose another child. Please, accept it. End our suffering.
Father
Xuě Lán traced the trembling signature. “He believes this. That’s what damns him most.”
Fāng Àohéng frowned. “You don’t have to.”
“I do. A filial daughter honours her father’s handwriting, even when it kills her.”
She raised the bead in mock salute. “To family loyalty; may it never improve.” Then she swallowed it.
The reaction was immediate. Fire ripped through her veins; her body arched, glowing violet and red.
“Poison,” she gasped between laughter and pain. “At least she finally perfected the recipe.”
The agony tore her open, but within the blaze she saw the symmetry of it: Heaven’s thunder tangled with demonic flame, yin and yang whirling until they recognised each other. When her body froze, her spirit smiled.
“Three poisons,” she murmured, “three lessons.”
The brothers tried to save her, but the poison fused her qi solid. Ice bloomed from her skin, encasing her in luminous frost.
“She’s not gone,” murmured Hán Juéchén. “Just waiting.”
They built a coffin of glacier crystal and sealed her within, vowing to guard her until she woke, or until Heaven remembered mercy.
Far away, Madam Liú watched the mirror’s surface still and smiled. “At last, obedient.”
The scar in her palm faded to pale perfection, unaware that the poison she had crafted was already crawling back along the thread of her own karma.
There was no sky, only glass. Xuě Lán floated within it, weightless and silent, caught between one heartbeat and the next. Her body might have frozen, but her spirit refused to follow orders.
The world shimmered like a reflection painted on water. Every sound echoed. Every thought had an aftertaste.
So this is death, she mused. Peaceful. Efficient. No housework.
Then a voice slid through the stillness, smooth, feminine, familiar. “Do you enjoy the quiet, my child?”
A mirror formed before her, silver and deep. Her own reflection blinked and smiled with Madam Liú’s mouth.
Xuě Lán folded her arms. “Even in death, you find ways to intrude. Have you considered hobbies?”
The reflection tilted its head. “Ungrateful as always. I gave you discipline, refinement, purpose.”
“You gave me indigestion.”
“You were never fit for Heaven’s grace,” the spirit hissed. “Your mother was weak, your father a coward. You should have died quietly, as obedience demands.”
Xuě Lán laughed softly. “I did die quietly. I just got bored and came back.”
The mirror swelled, encircling her in visions: her father’s bowed head as he sealed each letter, Madam Liú kneeling in prayer before ancestral tablets, weeping over poison recipes.
“You see?” the spirit crooned. “Filial piety is silence. A daughter’s virtue lies in dying without complaint.”
Xuě Lán’s breath misted. “Heaven help me,” she murmured. “I’m trapped in a moral proverb.”
The words pressed against her like weights. Cracks spread across the glass beneath her knees. The poison’s chill surged up her limbs, heavy as guilt. For a moment, she almost yielded.
Then she remembered seven idiots arguing over soup, their laughter louder than doctrine.
“Silence?” she whispered. “No. I think I’ve been quiet enough.”
She placed a hand over her dantian. Within it, the frozen lotus of her Snow Orchid Root pulsed faintly, blackened but whole. Xuě Lán inhaled and began circulating qi the wrong way, deliberately.
“Blasphemy,” the mirror spirit shrieked.
“Efficiency,” Xuě Lán corrected.
She drew the demonic poison inward, not to expel it, but to digest it. Pain tore through her; light fractured into a thousand shards.
“You cannot absorb corruption!”
“Watch me,” she said, teeth bared.
Her qi twisted, white and violet intertwining like frost and fire. The poison melted into balance, contradictions settling into rhythm. Across the mirror’s surface, two faces stared back: Xuě Lán’s serene, and Madam Liú’s venomous, identical save for the eyes.
“Purity without understanding is vanity,” Xuě Lán said softly. “Corruption without restraint is madness. I prefer symmetry.”
Thunder rolled across the horizonless glass. Bolts of silver light speared downward, striking her core. Heaven had noticed.
Xuě Lán stood tall, letting lightning carve patterns into her skin, sigils blooming like frost orchids. The Mirror Spirit screamed as cracks spidered outward.
“Ungrateful wretch! I made you!”
“No,” Xuě Lán replied. “You made excuses. I make tea.”
With a flick of her wrist, the mirror exploded into a storm of shards, each reflecting her calm smile before dissolving into snow.
Silence returned, warm this time. Xuě Lán opened her eyes within her frozen body. Frost glowed from beneath her skin; her breath came out as light.
“Heaven sent poison,” she murmured. “I made medicine. Madam Liú sent death; I call it motivation.”
She stretched her fingers; the ice cracked and fell away.
“Let’s see what irony tastes like when it’s served cold.”
Then she rose, violet light blooming behind her like dawn through snow.
The mountain had forgotten how to sleep. For forty years the seven brothers kept vigil beside the coffin of glacier crystal: meditating, quarrelling, snoring in shifts. Even Zhào Chìfēng had learned to brew tea without setting the kettle aflame.
Then, one storm-torn night, the sky cracked open. Lightning struck the peak, and the mountain roared like something waking from a dream.
Inside the coffin, Xuě Lán’s heart began to beat again. Each pulse sent fractures racing through the ice. Her hair drifted like silk in deep water; her eyes opened, violet, ringed with pale light. The poison had become qi, balanced and whole.
She exhaled once. The glacier shattered.
Outside, the brothers stumbled back, half-blind in the brilliance.
The brothers stared as her aura rippled through stages they could not even name; each breath a leap that left frost sigils in the air.
“She’s alive!” shouted Zhào Chìfēng.
“Correction,” said Liú Jǐnshèn, “she’s glowing. There’s a difference.”
Xuě Lán stepped barefoot onto the snow. Every breath she took formed flurries that danced like obedient spirits.
“Good evening,” she said politely. “Did I miss much?”
“Forty years,” said Hán Juéchén.
She blinked. “Ah. I over-steeped my meditation again.”
Laughter cracked through the blizzard, startled and joyful.
Far away, in the Xuě Clan’s ancestral hall, Madam Liú stood before her Demonic Mirror. It had served her faithfully, reflecting whatever she demanded. Tonight, it trembled.
A whisper rose from the glass, her own voice, colder.
“Hello, Mother.”
The reflection was not hers. Xuě Lán’s face smiled from within the mirror, eyes bright with stormlight.
Madam Liú recoiled. “Impossible! You were…”
“Dead?” Xuě Lán tilted her head. “I was. It was educational.”
The mirror’s surface fractured, showing scenes she had long buried: poisoned tea, silk-gloved hands grinding medicine, letters written with borrowed sincerity.
“You ungrateful child! I saved this family!”
“You certainly did,” said Xuě Lán. “From boredom.”
Lightning flared inside the glass. Madam Liú’s reflection split into dozens of copies, each twisted with envy. They clawed at her, mirrors feeding on their maker. Her demonic qi flared wildly, but balance would not bargain.
The mirror imploded. When the echoes died, only dust and the faint scent of medicinal herbs remained.
In his private chambers, Xuě Lán’s father woke gasping from a dream of frost. On his desk lay the last of his unsent letters: Forgive me. When he opened it, the ink had already frozen into silver script.
Back on the mountain, the storm quieted. Xuě Lán stood at the cliff’s edge, violet snow swirling around her. Her brothers knelt instinctively; she waved them up.
“Don’t bow,” she said. “It makes me feel responsible.”
Zhào Chìfēng grinned through tears. “We thought you were gone.”
“I was. But I remembered who’d tidy the cave if I stayed dead.”
Snow fell softly. Somewhere below, a river thawed.
Xuě Lán looked down at her hands, crystal clear, alive with gentle light.
“Purity breaks,” she said quietly. “Balance bends.”
“What now?” asked Fāng Àohéng.
“What all enlightened beings do,” she replied. “Find something inconvenient and improve it.”
She glanced around at the seven rogues who had once embodied her vices and smiled. “Seven flaws make a whole person. That’ll do for a sect motto.”
Zhào Chìfēng groaned. “It doesn’t rhyme.”
“It will,” she said, “after editing.”
They followed her down the slope as the first dawn in decades broke over the mountain. Behind them, lightning flickered once more across the snow, a final signature of irony in Heaven’s careful ledger.
The cave that had sheltered the broken became the foundation of something whole. Xuě Lán chose a saddleback ridge where the wind sang like a flute and the snow fell in orchid-shaped flakes. There, she raised halls from living ice, not brittle, but tempered, translucent, and warm beneath the surface.
The gates bore seven stylised characters, each representing one of her brothers’ flaws, bound within a wreath of frost orchids. Beneath them she carved a couplet:
Balance is not innocence;
It’s good manners under lightning.
“Too honest?” asked Fāng Àohéng.
“Possibly,” said Xuě Lán. “But we’ll earn the right to laugh at ourselves.”
They came one by one: a girl whose spirit root shattered under her father’s failed dual-cultivation experiment; a boy whose fear became a shadow spirit; a healer exiled for using corpse-refinement to save plague victims; a swordsmith who loved his blade spirit too dearly to draw it in anger.
“Failures,” other sects called them.
Xuě Lán opened her arms. “Welcome home.”
Training at Snow Orchid did not begin with swords or scriptures. It began with tea.
“Tea is temperament in a cup,” she told her disciples. “Too hot, it scalds the delicate. Too cold, it never opens. Balance isn’t a compromise. It’s a conversation.”
“Never waste a good poisoning,” she advised dryly. “Tribulation is just Heaven’s lazy way of grading effort.”
She brewed patience into medicine and turned chores into lessons. Zhào Chìfēng taught sparring with controlled fury. Sūn Jùcái managed the treasury with suspicious honesty. Wén Mùlí ran the sword hall with help from his newly polite blade spirit. Yǐ Ānshū designed cultivation cycles with naps scheduled like sacred rites. Fāng Àohéng moderated debates until someone proved him wrong. Liú Jǐnshèn handled safety drills. Hán Juéchén cooked and prescribed soup as penance.
Their first test came with a caravan crawling up the winter road, its guards coughing blood into the snow. A ghost plague clung to them, feeding on regret. Other sects sealed their gates.
Snow Orchid opened theirs.
Xuě Lán walked the line of stretchers, frost rising from her sleeves. “Regret,” she said, “is loyalty to the past. Let’s renegotiate.”
She brewed a cauldron of broth from orchid petals and blackened ice chips shaved from her own glacier. Her disciples lined the courtyard with mirrors etched with a single character: Return.
When the ghosts came, pale mouths whispering If only and Why didn’t you, they saw their reflections and dissolved into the soup.
By dawn the air was clear, the sick asleep. Xuě Lán ladled bowls to the survivors. “Drink. Then write letters to those you owe or who owe you. Leave them on the shrine wall until your hearts catch up.”
A young disciple whispered, “Is this orthodox?”
“No,” she said. “It’s polite.”
Years later, travellers spoke of a sect where failure was a form of training and laughter part of the curriculum. Its leader, the Snow Orchid Immortal, was said to heal poisons and tempers alike, with warmth when possible, with frost when necessary.
Those who met her swore that her smile was kind but dangerous, and that when she laughed, the snow itself seemed to whisper:
“Heaven may strike, but I always strike back, politely.”
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